Eeeek

I'm currently sitting in the waiting room of my Bariatric surgeon waiting for my fill appointment. I'm terrified. After being WAY too tight for so long, I'm scared of getting sick again. But my stomach has rested for a few months after having 3.8 ccs taken out and I'm famished all the time so I need to do it. That doesn't stop my heart from racing and my palms from sweating, but all I can do is keep trying, right?